Tuesday, August 29, 2006

my life is brilliant...


dilahirkan pada 18 Oktober 1996...macam magic bila anak dalam dakapanku..keluargaku telah lengkap..hampir 10 tahun telah berlalu..dia adalah satu-satu anak kami..kami beri hampir semua yang dipinta olehnya...keluargaku mungkin kecil tapi aku bersyukur kepada Allah..tiada apa lagi yang aku inginkan....Alhamdulillah

Sunday, August 27, 2006

work & wife


My weekend will never be a same again...since i started my own advertising company..i found it very difficult for me to have a quiet weekend for my family and me to enjoy..even on holidays where i suppose to drop everything and let loose..there always something to do..it's all started when my country was hit by a economy recession...business suck.

A lot of company have to close shop..most of the company have to let their staff go with little compesation..i was one of those unlucky ones..with the compesation money i got..i started a small company with couple of my best friends..a graphic designer & accountant..we tried to make this company a sucessful one..but it's a hard struggle, finding a project very difficult..and when the pressure getting to much to handle, both of my partners left to find a job with steady income...pressure from their family are just too much to ignore..

I'm very determined to make things work..i just go and do whatever i can to make a living..my wife is a big inspiration in my struggle..she never complain about anything..i got my car repossess by a bank...housing loan was not paid for a whole year...lucky for me..a friend introduce me to this singapore client..since that day i have been servicing this singapore company..things are improving but not very much and in 2001 i got my big break when i bump into a old friend which later introduced me to a newspaper company..news straits times..since that day..life have been generous..right now i'm doing my bit to repaid all the sacrifice made by my wife during hard times..it's have been almost 9 years now since i first started..i will always remember all the hardship..a singaporean friend and especially my wife..i love you dear..forever and ever...

Friday, August 25, 2006

hati abah remuk


2 bulan yang lepas..adik bongsuku meninggal dunia..adik bongsu aku ini adalah buah hati pengarang jantung kepada abah..apabila abah pencen dari kerja gomennya..adik bongsuku lahir kedunia..maka dia adalah teman abah di rumah menghabiskan sisa-sisa hari tuanye..selama 17 tahun abah menatangnya seperti minyak yang penuh..pemergian adikku telah meragut segala kegembiraan dan ketawa riang dari orang tuaku..lebih dari sebulan abah tidak menjamah apa-apa makanan..keadaan tersebut menyebabkan abah hilang segala tenaga dan kekuatan untuk melakukan apa-apa..abah hilang semangat untuk hidup..abah sering berkata adikku bertukar nyawa dengannya kerana terlalu menyayangi diri abah..airmata abah masih menitis setiap kali nama adikku disebut...aku dan abang-abangku sering pulang menjenguk abah walaupun kami jauh beratus batu dari abah..sedikit demi sedikit abah mula memahami bahawa masih ada anak-anaknya yang menyayangi diri abah..kini abah sudah mula mahu menjamah makanan dan beransur sihat....alhamdulillah