Tuesday, October 30, 2007

missed calls....


abah..50 tahun dahulu..

kebelakangan aku terima banyak missed calls kat mobile aku, dan missed call ni aku tahu dari siapa..abah aku! untuk seseorang yang berumur 75 tahun mendapat handphone buat pertama kali dalam hidup dia..sudah pasti handphone tu macam teman baru bagi dia..maka handphone tu tak lekang dalam pegangan dia..tekan sana tekan sini..nak explore!!

nombor yang ada dalam handphone abah aku..hanya no aku dan abang-abang aku dan adik aku..semalam buat pertama kali aku dapat SMS dari abah aku..tapi kandungannya empty! aku call dia semula tanya apahal, dia ketawa aje.."saje nak tak tanya kabor" katanye sambil ketawa kecil..dia kata dia gembira sejak ada handphone sendiri..boleh call anak-anak dia selalu. Semasa arwah adik aku masih ada, abah tak perlu handphone sebab adik aku tukang jawab handphone untuk dia.

aku lega sebab abah gembira sekarang..aku cakap aku nak pindah rumah tak lama lagi..dia excited nak datang..dia kata dia "nak duduk seminggu kat rumah adan"..rumah abang-abang aku yang lain dia nak duduk sehari aje..aku suruh dia duduk seberapa lama yang dia mahu..dia senyum aje.

aku dapat rasakan..esok mungkin ada missed call lagi..

panjang umur abah..SMS dia masuk handset aku lagi!!! dah dekat pukul 12 mlm ni! adios!! nak call abah kejap.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

esok kerja..

seminggu tak buat apa-apa, makan tido makan tido makan tido. aku dah sound siang-siang kat boss nstp..aku tak akan tengok email aku sehinggalah hari isnin..22hb okt.jadi tak ada gunanya emailkan aku apa-apa kerja..sebab aku tak akan buat apa-apa.

hari raya dah berlalu..ada duka dan suka..tak kisah apa berlaku yang penting emak happy. ITU YANG PALING PENTING. abah memang sentiasa happy! tambah happy bila aku dan abang-abang aku belikan dia handphone baru. asyik telefon anak-anak dia aje..baru sebentar tadi dia call aku lagi..nak tanya apa kabor.

aku tidor di KL on the way balik johor, jalan-jalan kat ikea..sambil-sambil cari idea nak design rumah macam mana. macam-macam nak buat...tapi pulus ada sikit short..buat mana yang penting dulu..dapur, grill, lampu dan seterusnya perlahan-perlahan...cuti sekolah mungkin pindah!!

esok kerja...ahhhh tension gua!

Thursday, October 18, 2007

sad & happy aidil fitri..

a week before hari raya my wife youngest brother involved in nasty motorcycle accident..mat rempit hit him so bad that he almost lose part of his right leg..doctors not totally confident he can use his right leg again. To see my wife crying worry sick about her brother just not the ideal way to celebrate hari raya. Things got worse after the operation..the infection get so bad, daging kaki busuk! we immediately refer him to a specialist..he went through another operation yesterday..and things are looking good again..for now at least!

back at my hometown..ipoh..things are not running smoothly either, everybody seem to have issues but nobody dare say anything..nobody want to break emak heart. hopefully this problem can go away quietly..but i doubt it..if this situation dont change soon..come next hari raya..somebody will be missing.


but being with abah, always a joyful experience, seeing him recovered for the trauma of losing his youngest son always a good things. jalan-jalan with abah to his hometown taiping (after visiting his father and brother grave) with my two older brothers always his proudest moment, just the four of us!! seeing his two eldest son successful in their life make him so proud, he cant stop talking about them, im not doing that badly either, hopefully i made him proud too.

semoga emak & abah panjang umur & sihat walafiat..dan raya tahun depan lebih best, INSYALLAH.

Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri, Maaf Zahir Batin